I know its hard to move on from things that appears to be your favourite,things that make your heart skip every beat everytime you hear him laughing. But come on, this too will pass. Time will heal.
Build a moments for yourself.
To understand yourself better.
You are far from perfect.
Make it clear to everyone.
Maybe its time to push yourself up high into a dream that you once dreaming. Living with yourself achieve everything that make you and your family happy. Living with Allah in your heart. Its time to reflect and see ourselves better. To practice your deen in a way that you dream of. Be better everyday.
Maybe you gonna suffering from all heartache things like you missing him too much and put yourself into tears, but remember. Everything gonna be okay when you really understand what you are doing is only for the sake of Allah, for him to be happy.
Move on girls.
Its okay sometimes to give yourself a good cry.
But makesure to not hang your head over the wheels.